Hi guize omg I am so slow with my blogposts. Honestly, people do read my blog. I don't know how people come to check my blog on a consistent basis, I don't even check my blog regularly.

People have actually asked me stuff like 'why did you start a blog?' and other interview-ish questions like 'oh what's your inspiration for blogging?' Since people are curious and I'm bored, why not make this blogpost? I think I'll enjoy reading it next time when I'm old to see how stupid I was when I'm 15.

The following content will all be color coded but it doesn't really matter, especially to color blind people(which I love)

Q : Why did you start blogging?

A : I was bored. Yes, I was really bored and I remember where I started this blog. Apparently, some people have viewed my blogger profile(which I set to private because I'm working on some things there) and people have seen that my account dated back to 2008. I do have a few private blogs which I started way back. I know, as a kid I spent my time being nerdy and I used the computer like ALL THE TIME. Yep, I didn't have a childhood.

I always wanted to start a public blog sometime in like the beginning of 2012 but I never got to it... because I was always lazy and then one day I had to spend 8 hours doing some course where I learned how to create blogs and so I created one and started off ever since. 

Q : What is your inspiration for your posts? 

A : Honestly I don't know why people actually ask me this question because I only have 15 posts and I don't even update regularly. But that being said, I get inspiration mainly from like travel places where I feel like I should blog about it because everyone loves to travel. If you dont, fuck yourself. I also get inspiration when I'm bored and when I feel like chatting but I have nobody to text. 

But as I said, I created a blog basically so I can flip back next time and show my grandkids that you know, your grandfather was cool and stupid then so you should be cool and stupid too and stop wasting your life studying. 

Q : Don't you get haters because you look so different from your photos?

A : YES LOL. People say all kind of things, behind my back so I'm not really affected. I do photoshop some of my photos BUT NOT ALL. And people find it hard to believe but when you know how to camwhore, you'll look amazing. Sometimes I take decent photos and it may be conceited to say this lol but I just skip the  photoshop and just filter the photo and it's good to go, like my current Twitter dp! 

Q : Why do you photoshop?

A : This is the question so many people asked omg wtf. It's because I think I'm okay at it. If you can make yourself look better wouldnt you? I mean nobody wants to look like an ugly cow right -__- And to those people who say photoshopping is fake, it is but what's fake is some people photoshopping(it's fucking obvious) without admitting it and lying that it's all natural.

LOL, there was once where I was walking in J8 and there was this bunch of people in front of me and I think they need whispering classes coz I could hear them gossiping about me photoshopping and all. OH WELL IF TECHNOLOGY IS THERE THEN DONT WASTE IT. 

Q : How come so many people hate you? 

A : I don't know eh. Usually people hate others because they're jealous. I don't know what they're jealous about for. I mean hello you want you go be jealous of someone like Ian Somerhalder. And anyway, as I always say... 


which brings me to the next question... 

Q : Why do you curse so much? 

A : I don't know honestly, I don't have a smart explanation for this but it's like, this world's too screwed that sometimes you can't really control yourself. 


That's just a short Q&A and I know people's going hate me for doing a Q&A coz they say that q&a's are only for famous people(srsly?) and I know I haven't been blogging lately and you know I know that you know you want to see good pictures hahaha ok.
I'll be blogging about my trip to Malay Village soon, and don't blame us kids, we're having exams now.

BYE








Hi guize, I dont know it feels like my blog just died. Like RIP, I mean people do visit my blog still but I feel the need to neglect it and do something else with life but then again... I'm not too sure about that.

ANYWAY, this post is really just my rant and its meant for TEENS. Unless you're 40 and you have the problems teenagers face and want to feel young again, then read on.

Ok, I'm sure I'm not the only one but once in a while, don't you feel angsty?

Or sad?

Or enraged?

Or anxious?

Or just feeling so wrong and bad? Like milk gone bad? (I know, poor comparison.)

I FEEL THAT TOO. LOL. Ok, not very helpful, but I myself also feel so weird and the thing is, I DONT KNOW WHAT CAUSES THIS. It's like, I don't even know why I'm angry or sad. Nothing super bad like a tree falling on your long lost cat happened. Or like a loved one is in danger. You just feel weird and unhappy and I don't know what people do, but I cure up into a ball and sleep.

Ok, I don't actually curl because I'm too fat for that.

Then, I think... can it be this?
DEPRESSION. 

Am I depressed because of something that happened in the past? I don't really let the past(or the present) affect me that much. Am I a potentially depressed person that needs serious treatment in hospitals?

Then I think, there are so many teens cutting themselves and committing suicide, and their Tumblrs being filled with photos of satanic depressed acts. So is the teenage population all depressed?

Can't be right? That's impractical, we didn't all get hit by a financial difficulty or anything. Not all of us.

So then a ton of other things pop into my mind, like maybe I'm weird?
Yes, I added those artificial buttons on my plain tee.

Anyway, maybe our batch was from Mars? A secret that was kept by adults?

I know, what childish thinking but honestly, you might never know. But practically, I don't see my parents talking about all these when they were a teen. They talked about how they caught cockroaches and how in the past cats crawled into homes and evil grandmothers threw the cats out of the window.

I'm kidding but they do talk about the joys of being a teen. Maybe they had these experiences and never shared or they never had it.

 And since I'm not very bright, I just sit there and stare into space.

Well... so....
To this, I do not have any logical explanation.

How does one feel all these when nothing bad actually happens? I just took some Microbiology course in Ngee Ann Poly(BLOGPOST COMING UP ON THAT *HINT*) and well maybe it's a bacteria or a virus that causes these feelings.

I once read off a tweet quote account and I never really bothered to research this but it said that the color BLUE actually causes our brains to release relaxation hormones(?) or something alone that line. I think it's lying because I don't feel very relaxed looking at blue.

I hope someone reading this has a logical explanation and can drop me like a comment on my blogpost(which I always private it lol so only I can see)

And it's bad enough that you have these emotions, but when someone like tweets you stuff like,

'CHEER UP' or 'CHILL.'

you just don't feel very encouraged. It's more like a go-away feeling.
Ugh, it's like people are being so nice and I'm being so mean, feeling irritated.

It's like crazy, you want to stop having these feelings and when people tell you, you just get angry at them. It kinda reminds me of premenstrual syndromes(not that I have them) but like many guys say, 'there's always one day of the month where you feel cranky' I kinda agree, but unfortunately not everyone is like so boliao and go blog these kind of things.

And while I was blogging this, I was opening pictures my LSCT pal Elisabeth was sending me and I got THIS. Which made me even more furious.
OMG NETWORK ERROR?! CRAP YOU. I got 50mbps(not alot I know stop laughing at my internet) and it has network errors? I blame it on the world, purposely taking a dig at me when I'm feeling horrible.

I don't know really, I have no conclusion for this but all I can say is that maybe this feeling is telling you that you need more sleep. That's the only thing I'm lacking and whenever I lack sleep, I get these stupid feelings.

Or maybe...
HAHAH, yes.

Alright, ending the blogpost here! Short but there will be a longer one soon regarding NP!

P/S : I know you may be thinking like what the fuck is this guy doing taking pictures of himself and blogging about teen depression well maybe if you had these feelings then you would understand but if not get out

P/P/S : NO you shouldn't get out, you should be doomed to stay in my blog forever and be forced to hate me more.








Omg, I always have this thing where I'm late by more than a week with my blogposts. Anyway, I went to the Harry Potter exhibition and I am blogging this for all potterheads.

In case you didn't know, Marina Bay Sands is having their Harry Potter exhibition. I'm sure if you live in Singapore and drive by MBS daily(I happen to live not far from there) you would have seen all the posters of the Harry Potter exhibits. And if you don't drive and usually shop at the Shoppes at Marina Bay, you would also have seen the posters!

The event is currently still being held! Links will be at the bottom of the post.

Anyway it's held at the ArtScience Museum and the night before, I was texting my friend and I was like asking him where the hell is the museum and he said it was a flower building...

I was so confused and I couldn't even find any flower building and the worst part is, I drove past it and I didn't know it was the building. Nevermind, and to make it worst, I met Khads, Wye and V at Promenade and we got lost. In Singapore.

I'm not gonna go into that because it's thoroughly embarrassing but we did make it to the museum in the end and we were welcomed by such a nice lady.
Awesome tix, had to scan it to go inside.
All I can say is, what if the car drops?

LOLOL, ok dont think to the bad side. Anyway, it was pretty cool and you know that feeling when you're in like those magical and mysterious situations? The whole exhibition was like that.

The three main characters of the movie!
Now do you feel intrigued? Again I wonder how this was pasted on the floor. Was it carved? No right? Maybe they bought tiles that were designed for this exhibit and built it in temporarily.
Do I look mystical or what love how the place is really dim and dark, making you feel magical.

All the legacy on one wall. I swear everyone there was swooning over it. They were all like paizhao paizhao lololol I just stand there and gawk at the steam door which you wont even believe...
See the door with Harry Potter on it? That's actually made of steam, really cold steam and that is the entry to the exhibition!


Unfortunately, photography is strictly restricted in the exhibition and death eaters are watching. Um, based on what I had to see and the price and all, I would say that if you're a super die hard potter fan then this is worth it. If you've only watched one movie, then dont bother going.

It's just all the props taken from all the movies and even though it is kinda cool seeing them upclose and imagining that the actors themselves wore these clothes, it's kinda useless.

However, magical layout. There are like sound effects from the floor so it's kinda cool. I will probably be going to Andy Warhol : 15 Minutes Eternal, which is the neighboring exhibit for the time being. Going with all the art people lolol.

I know this blog entry is boring and there has been so little pictures but I guess I have to say this is the second easiest blogpost I've ever written. The next blogpost however, would be more interesting, promise!


Credits to Marina Bay Sands Singapore, booking of tickets is now available at http://www.marinabaysands.com/Singapore-Museum/Whats-On/#harrypotter! Book now!
Hey guize, I am so freaking slow with my blogposts. So around a month ago, I met with Michelle Phan at both Ion Orchard and Vivocity when she came to visit in Singapore. And we all know who she is, the makeup artist on Youtube who has uploaded tons of makeup tutorials(which I never watched any of them before sad to say) and the only reason why I went to see her is because she's on my list of famous Youtubers I want to see. Omg, which brings up this list.


FAMOUS YOUTUBERS I WANT TO SEE
1. RyanHiga
2. MichellePhan
3. Jenna Marbles
4. Natalie Tran
5. Ray William Johnson

Yeah, anyway Ryan Higa is coming but his meet and greets require tickets which cost $140? Which I decided I won't purchase coz I can pay $280 for an SNSD concert ticket where I watch signed and pretty famous soshi perform for 2 hours. Whereas Ryan Higa's meet and greet is just... a meet and greet. I know, kicking myself where I'll regret it 30000 years later.

ANYWAY, moving on....

I went with my boobies chan(@cielde_roses) on that day and it was such a last minute decision la wtf. It's like,

And then I got excited, for no reason because I thought it'll be so cool to see someone famous right? Anyway, I reached Ion Orchard like freaking fast because I live so near and I was like finding my way to Sephora and one look at Sephora and you can tell that it's an atas makeup store.

There was like a super long line to take photos with her!

So, I waited for Pearlyn and we decided not to queue and we immediately tried to squeeze to the front where Michelle was sitting and just stand there ans take pictures of her. Smart right? Yeah, anyway it was super crowded and we had to squeeze in.



Anyway, a few photos of Michelle Phan I took. LOL at the last picture.
 Michelle smiling directly at *ahem* my camera.
Saying bye to the crowd!

Anyway, she signed a makeup kit and because I was super bored of taking pictures, I actually recorded a (very shaky) video. But I can't even upload it because Blogger is blocking everything.

Anyway, I did meet with her on Sunday at Vivocity but I didn't take any photos. She was talking about makeup and all(very boring) and luckily there was a Q&A section and I directly asked her whether I could take a photo with her. She said yes, but Jean Danker was spoiled my chance by saying that I could take one later on.

Oh and on a random side note, it is Marble Slab Creamery's Free Scoop Day that day! At Bugis+, Marble Slab Creamery held a free scoop day and it is on the same level as FilmGarde!
 Pearlyn's scoop of amazing chocolate chip ice cream!
 Mine was a combination of Sweet Cream, colorful rainbow sprinkles, M&Ms, Smarties and a ton of other stuff. Of course, it cost $1.50 but totally worth it.
LOOK AT IT. Don't you feel hungry?

Yes, I am ending the blogpost here, making all of you hungry because I AM THAT MEAN.

Just kidding, anyway sadly for you, Marble Slab Creamery is having their free scoop day again only next year on their annual anniversary, wait till then or you know what, don't be so cheap and just go get some Marble Slab today!

p/s : Michelle Phan's photos were so badly taken lzgnzflngzkjbkhbfkjhb






 Omfg, I've been so busy to blog recently and I'm finally getting down to it!

Hello people! In case you don't know, I personally wrote myself that I'm from the sunny Singapore! It's a really small country, but of course, we're proud of ourselves and we're number 25 on the Human Develop Index Chart, which means we're the 25th most developed country in the world.

Every 9th of August is our National Day, our Singapore's own birthday and it has been 47 years of independence!

Of course, on Wednesday, our school celebrated it and yeah, we went to Bishan Park for a picnic, and to see the adoption of the Bishan Waterway!

 Before we left the school, taking a pic with da tallest guy eva KK. He's like fucking 183 I think, idk la just very tall. He had to hunch so much just to match my height, I feel so short.

Of course, we had to walk to Bishan Park like four sec3 classes omg why couldn't they provide buses?! It was freaking hot, but then again the walk to Bishan Park is really short so that is bearable.
While walking there. LOLOL, I had to adjust the picture to a much brighter resolution because the original pic was really dark so everything kinda looks too bright.
Fat looking photo of me. Nevermind, I'm in shape. Round is a shape. Your arguments are all invalid.

Anyway while walking there it was so fucking hot I swear, everyone was sweating. And complaining. So note, don't walk to Bishan Park at 9 in the morning.
Trying to look cool, but end up looking like a shouting penguin. Boo to all you photogenic people that can pull off any facial expression!
After heavy photoshop, I lost 20kg. *beams*
Omg, I look much better with this body, maybe I should go on a diet. Eat now, exercise later.

Jayler photobombing in the back hais hais hais.
Y THEY WALK SO SLOW ONE was my first impression. And then...
They were waiting for this crazy woman. YES, she is my form teacher. She's super siao one please for a teacher! Jump here jump there hyper hyper one. No wonder everyone loves her pls!
See these people, once arrival in Bishan Park they all take out frisbee and volleyballs and start playing already. Too sporty award 2012.
Of course, Bishan Park has beautiful trees!

Anyway, there was like a semi-naked guy sunbathing/suntanning in Bishan Park and Mabel was criticizing how he so shameless not hot still want suntan in the park!
Once we reach there, they chiong us go one corner to witness the ceremony of the adaption. Haha, ok it's really nothing much just a speech and stuff and we all had to sit on the grass.
No outfit of the day, but definetely got shoes of the day! Which pair of shoes do you think looks best? Guess whose is whose! And guess whose butt is photobombing the picture lololol. Ok, don't pervert, don't look at the photobombing butt, focus on the shoes.
Of course, I have short attention spans and I was focusing more on the pretty clouds above lolol.
Hair of the day! Anyway, I chalked the fringe area red. Patriotic right!
Z highlighted her hair red for the day!
Anyway, me and Mabel went to get food and guess who made this sandwhich!

Yeah, it's none other than just now that crazy hopping woman, my form teacher! She make the sandwich with egg mayo so cute one, got mickey mouse sia. Plus, the egg mayo is awesome. She's a good mom sia hahahahah.
Of course, everyone having fun playing frisbee!
WHAT'S AN OUTING WITHOUT CAMWHORING?! I know, I looked horrible that day but this is my 'glaring into the sunlight' face. My bro said my expression like kenna fucked like that. *glares*
More camwhore pics. Can you see that condo directly behind me?(not the flats) It looks like the condo from Sentosa Cove!!
More pics, lol cannot tahan. Major lols at the lazy people at the back, lazing and sitting there with the umbrella. Only I bother to stand up and camwhore lol. The sunlight was really good that day!
 Anyway, we were so thirsty and guess what nobody bought water to the picnic coz everyone assumed that everyone else would bring, so no drinks were bought. Lucky I bought like a bottle of green tea from school before coming but then I finished it so fast la omg.

Ok, I hope I won't get a lawsuit for this picture but even though I prefer other green tea, I always buy this. Ironic isn't it?
Picture of me and Mabella. LOL.

Anyway, the Bishan Park picnic ended real fast, we were there only for awhile! Should have skipped that day of school man. But nevermind, after that I went to eat with Mabel and Z.
On the bus, hahaha, some stranger offered to take the photo of us. No la, it was someone else. Haha, gonna keep you guessing.
Last solo pic for this boring blogpost! Sorry, I didn't try very hard to make the content funny or anything lol. Usually I spend like what hours working on posts but I only spent 30 minutes today and most of it was waiting for the photos to load.

I'll probably post a more interesting blogpost next time. Ooops, fine ok I'm gonna share some pictures of NDP 2012 in this blogpost so it won't seem so boring.

Before NDP, people were saying how Lee Kuan Yew died and everyone panicked of course, because he was the one who brought Singapore here. When LKY came onto the parade, everyone was cheering and clapping and everyone was so relieved and some people even started tearing in relief that he's alive. Whoever who spread that rumor should have his balls chopped off. Anyway, quoted from Xiaxue, "I wonder how he feels like, seeing Singapore NDPs from old kallang to the beautiful MBS, knowing that Singapore won't look like that without him."

 A picture taken from my friend's instagram! I didn't really seek her consent.. shit but nevermind, I'll post her instagram name at the bottom!
Beautiful Singapore, surely you feel proud?! This picture is again my friend's.

Alright, happy birthday Singapore! Ending the blogpost here.



CREDITS :
Fireworks picture from Natasha. Instagram @ bubblesatemojo
Collation of photos of Singapore scenery from Juanha. Instagram @ drfunkyfox

Pictures taken with the D3000(Z's camera) for all you who are wondering. @zettyizzati










Yes, this blogpost is talking about Hwayoung, member of T-ara. They are (originally) a 7 member girl group that belong to the genre Kpop, which means Korean Pop and if you detest Korean Pop, go away now.
T-ara is considered a top tier girl group and they are signed under Core Contents Media with Kim Kwang Soo as the CEO. For this post, I will be using short-forms like CCM which stands for Core Contents Media and KKS for Kim Kwang Soo.

I'm sure the whole Kpop world is utterly struck and shocked at the news of member Hwayoung being kicked out of T-ara and we all know that before this whole thing happened, there were many conflicts and situations regarding the whole T-ara and Hwayoung bully case. In case you are completely puzzled, here is what happened.

T-ara has been accused over and over of bullying member Hwayoung, who has barely any lines in songs. And before this incident happened, conflict seemed to spark on Twitter and apparently, a member Boram unfollowed Hwayoung on Twitter. And then CCM announced that Hwayoung is out of T-ara.

Here are some evidence about T-ara bullying Hwayoung, as seen in this blogpost.

Jiyeon ignoring Hwayoung's high-five
They say that this took place when Hwayoung just came in and they were not close and now Jiyeon actually feeds Hwayoung but until I see proof, this is just mean.

T-ara ignoring Hwayoung at Idol Sports Championship
Obviously the pictures speak for itself. This is extremely horrid news, that your own group ignores you and you have to join other groups, Infinite and Sistar for company.
Jiyeon hitting gif. hais. 
Speechless.


So as you can see, Hwayoung seems to have been bullied alot. And then Boram unfollowed Hwayoung? The evidence is here, and honestly it's pretty immature. I'm taking the side where I believe CCM is deliberately kicking her out because of all these troubles that aroused due to her.

Just look at this article. So because 20 people complained, you're kicking out an idol who has worked so hard? Have you ever seen any complains about Hwayoung before? In fact, in Japan, a staff member who worked on their magazine shoot said that ''Hwayoung did not talk to anyone, not even the other members. She did her work seriously, and smiled at all the staff members. She left us a good impression." Well, I would so love to see how CCM is going to argue back. For starters, CCM has released the bad side of Hwayoung, which is so childish and this article can be seen here.

Well, if the company actually releases bad things about their artists which they just kicked out, that's not very professional. It's taking it to a more personal level! And as seen in the article, its said that Hwayoung lost her temper in front of reporters and fans. If that's the case, why are there no fancams or reports on this?


Of course, Hwayoung striked back and yes, I kind of believe her.


And this was the press conference of CCM. Looking at the bottom of the page, it says ''I hope Hwayoung keeps quiet" seriously... This just shows how guilty they are, I don't know whose side you guize are gonna take but I guess that all this evidence and everything is proof enough. Plus, remember that poor Hwayoung had a nip slip during Lovey Dovey.
Poor girl. This is obviously the artists fault and more importantly, CCM's fault. How could the stylist make her go out without a bra? This is outrageous. I just hope Hwayoung can go on and find a better path for herself.