Its like February 2014 and this is like my first blog post in forfuckingever. It's been so long and it feels abit weird to blog again, because I have been procrastinating so much. THIS IS A FILLER POST WITH NO PHOTOS(hah) AND JUST WORDS. YOU ARE OBLIGED TO CONTINUE READING.

I have like freaking 10 over draft posts that I have yet to complete. Idk writing a blog post feels like writing an essay but with terrible internet grammar lol. Thank you Annur, for asking me to blog again and thinking that what I have to say is actually interesting.

So alot has happened in the past like 8 months(I didnt count I just chapalat a number lol) since I blogged. Basically I finished my Os(yay), I got my results, and Im now waiting for my posting results wee. I have to say, I still have alot of regret for my O levels just because I took Art and I have no talent whatsoever. It's super infuriating because I spent so much time on it but I got a B4 for it hahahaha fml.

I kinda sacrificed my other subjects for Art and yeah, I got B for all my other subjects like super fml. But I think that with all the bullshit in 2013(my close friends should know) and all the things that I had to face in that year, I am damn grateful I came out being able to go to a JC and any polytechnic of my choice. Thank God for what He does.

MORAL OF THE STORY : Don't choose a subject you can't do very well if you're expecting higher.

Anyway, end of O levels, move forward.

I kinda feel like it's so fast. It felt like yesterday when I just enrolled into my secondary school, KCPSS. It felt like yesterday when I just made my first batch of friends. It also felt like yesterday when I just started wearing long pants for sec 3 and met the best clique - IMBA. It also does felt like yesterday that I just finished my SYF piece.

I know many people of my age, waiting to go to either JC/Poly are also kinda stuck(or at least I conceitedly think so). It just feels so scary, that you're moving up to this new place, where there's going to be full of hate and deception, it's the first step into the real world. For the guys, it's 2-3 years before NS, and for everybody else, it's before you go to university or start working. Weren't we just kids wanting to grow up? Now that we have, it feels so sad. I feel sad, that I can't come home and just think about trivial things like 'ew homework' or 'what am I going to have for dinner'. Instead, I have to think about things like money and work.

All these are things that I'm gonna miss forever. Shit man it feel so deep.

But we all have to move on, so I'm still kinda excited to like meet new people and hopefully move on to what I want to do in the future(which is to basically travel).

Ok, I'm going to go finish up like the actual blog posts that are actually more interesting hahaha. Sorry you had to read all that. Woops.

OK BYE